Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Vivian, an Idaho woman who survived a traumatic childhood. For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel at softwhiteunderbelly.com. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. 0:00 – Childhood & Early Abuse At Home 2:01 – Severe Punishment & Growing Up In Fear 5:04 – Sexual Abuse By Stepfather 7:59 – Trial & Assassination Attempt 10:54 – Teenage Years & Early Motherhood & Drugs 20:34 – Renal Failure & Coma 27:05 – Violence In Marriage 32:01 – Self-Hatred & Emotional Collapse 33:10 – Introduction To Meth 36:03 – Domestic Violence & Prison Time 41:02 – Third Marriage & Sexual Assault 47:30 – Breakdown & Arrest 52:57 – Sobriety, Recovery & Rebuilding Life 1:00:41 – Helping Women In Prison 1:06:04 – Family Healing, Stability & Gratitude Here's how to purchase the Soft White Underbelly books and merch: https://softwhiteunderbelly.org. #swu #softwhiteunderbelly #documentary #mentalhealth #marklaita #trauma #childhoodmemories #resilience #survival #dv