Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Tracy, a woman who has dealt with a difficult family. For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel at https://softwhiteunderbelly.com. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. 0:02 – California Upbringing 0:55 – Alcoholic Dad & Narcissistic Mom 3:23 – Blended Family 5:06 – Divorce & Early Suicidal Ideation 8:18 – Teen Runaway 11:59 – Marriage, Kids, Addiction 16:03 – AA & Kids Separated 17:52 – Mental Hospital & Toxic Second Marriage 20:06 – School & Rebuilding Life 21:13 – Third Marriage & Brother’s Suicide 27:39 – Husband’s Cancer & Late-Life Art Career 28:55 – Regret About Kids & PTSD 31:35 – Lesson: Don’t Give Up Here's how to purchase the Soft White Underbelly books and merch: https://softwhiteunderbelly.org #swu #softwhiteunderbelly #documentary #marklaita #losangeles