Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Blanca, whose life turned for the better when she moved from El Paso to LA. For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel at softwhiteunderbelly.com. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. 0:00 – From El Paso To LA: Sobriety & A New Life 0:44 – Strict Childhood & Mental Health 2:27 – Paranoia & Losing A Sense Of Reality 4:03 – Drugs Take Over 5:02 – Stripping & Addiction Lifestyle 6:19 – Hitting Bottom 6:54 – Moving To LA & Getting Sober 9:25 – Music & Building A New Life 11:40 – Relapse & Self-Awareness 14:39 – Work & Struggling To Conform 19:39 – Love, Obsession & Emotional Patterns 33:23 – AA, Service & Learning How To Live 38:49 – Loss, Grief & Family Struggles 39:11 – Regret, Love & Wasted Time 42:02 – Biggest Lesson: Helping Others Is The Cure Here's how to purchase the Soft White Underbelly books and merch: https://softwhiteunderbelly.org #swu #softwhiteunderbelly #documentary #marklaita #losangeles #elpaso #mentalhealth #lifestyle