Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Raven, a fentanyl addict on Skid Row. For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel at softwhiteunderbelly.com. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. 0:00 – Autism & Feeling “Off” 2:40 – Upper-Class To Skid Row 2:54 – First Drug Use 4:14 – Adoption & Feeling Wanted 5:01 – Conditional Love & Rebelling Against Authority 6:29 – Homelessness & Losing Everything 7:19 – The “Black Sheep” Feeling 8:03 – Mental Illness & Wanting Life Back 9:41 – Self-Sabotage & Early Suicide Attempts 11:44 – Nearly A Year Sober 13:38 – Meth/Fentanyl 14:47 – Abusive Relationships 18:17 – Choosing Fentanyl 21:52 – Early Sexual Trauma 25:14 – Guilt & Feeling Like It’s Karma 28:59 – Diagnosis Clarity 32:54 – Biggest Lesson Here's how to purchase the Soft White Underbelly books and merch: https://softwhiteunderbelly.org #swu #softwhiteunderbelly #documentary #marklaita #drugeducation #addictionrecovery #skidrow #losangeles