Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Spy, a woman who spent much of her youth in NYC's club scene. For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel at https://softwhiteunderbelly.com. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. 0:01 Childhood in "Waste Haven" 1:47 Father's Mob Ties & Abuse 4:48 Leaving Home at 16 8:03 Escape into NYC Nightlife & Limelight Club 11:14 Drug Use & Chaos 13:14 Rebuilding Life in Oakland 15:21 Burning Man Years 20:15 Retreating to the Woods 22:21 Life on a Rock Farm 23:43 Motherhood, Loss, and Regrets 27:59 Recovery & Meditation 32:40 The Hookup Truck and Global Attention 35:06 Concerns for Society & Reflections Here's how to purchase the Soft White Underbelly books and merch: https://softwhiteunderbelly.org. #nyc #club #growingup #swu #softwhiteunderbelly #marklaita #documentary #washington