A repost of a Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of John, a former model turned fentanyl addict on Skid Row. 0:00 – Self-Destruction & Fear of Success 0:33 – Growing Up a Trust Fund Kid 1:48 – Rebellion, Rehab & Seeking Attention 3:03 – The School Heist That Changed Everything 5:12 – Choosing the Outlaw Identity 6:55 – Walking Away From Wall Street 7:19 – Chasing Models, Fame & Music 9:40 – Sony Records & Rockstar Dreams 12:03 – Ego, Addiction & Losing It All 15:10 – Death, Overdoses & A Band Falls Apart 16:05 – Homeless in Hollywood 19:26 – Fentanyl Changes Everything 22:33 – Living in Abandoned Buildings 24:44 – Too Much Opportunity, Not Enough Direction 26:24 – Victim Mentality vs. Responsibility 30:19 – Can Music Save His Life? 33:23 – The Hard Truth About Fentanyl 35:54 – Doing the Next Right Thing For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel at softwhiteunderbelly.com. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. Here's how to purchase the Soft White Underbelly books and merch: https://softwhiteunderbelly.org #swu #softwhiteunderbelly #fentanyl #marklaita #documentary #homeless #trustfund #repost