Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Bardin, a recovered speedball addict in Clinton, Mississippi. Subscribe through my link https://ground.news/swu or download the mobile app and enter promo code SWU to save 40% off their Vantage plan. For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel at https://softwhiteunderbelly.com. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. 0:00 – The “Boogeyman” of The Family 0:49 – Childhood in A Big Family 3:29 – Confidence Issues 4:32 – Ground News Ad 5:57 – High School & Early Drug Use 9:31 – Meeting His Wife 10:40 – Darknet Pill Press Operation 16:01 – DEA Raid 18:27 – LSD & DMT Experiences 21:05 – Selling His Soul 23:07 – Wife’s Suicide Attempt 25:01 – Affair With Best Friend 27:05 – Sentenced To Prison 30:04 – Spiritual Awakening 31:48 – Choosing Forgiveness 33:12 – Second Chances & Expecting A Daughter 34:14 – Working At Waffle House 34:44 – Closing Reflections On Forgiveness Here's how to purchase the Soft White Underbelly books and merch: https://softwhiteunderbelly.org. #swu #softwhiteunderbelly #documentary #marklaita #speedball #addictionrecovery #mississippi