Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Fefe, a woman who lost her father at the age of four and reunited with him forty years later. Feeling stuck? BetterHelp makes therapy simple, with 10% off your first month to help you get started: https://www.betterhelp.com/softwhiteunderbelly (Sponsored by BetterHelp) 0:00  The Last Time She Saw Him 1:44  A House Without Warmth 2:09  A Rage That Never Left 3:46  The Search That Became Her Life 5:00  Learning to Hate Herself 7:17  When Innocence Was Taken 10:04  A Silent Sickness 15:06  No One Knew the Truth 18:02  Faith, Identity, and Secrets 18:36  The Man She Couldn’t Forget 21:00  Reaching Out Through the Years 30:17  The Line That Shouldn’t Be Crossed 42:00  Daughter, Mother, Lover 45:00  A Different Kind of Spirit 47:00  Joy or Illusion? 49:05  Bloodlines and Ghosts 57:00  A Pattern Too Familiar 59:00  This Is a Warning 1:01:05  Inside the Tribe 1:03:00  His Past, Her Nightmare 1:07:00  How Control Really Works 1:09:00  Changing Herself to Survive 1:13:00  When Fear Becomes Constant 1:16:39  Her Final Plea 1:18:04  How to Help Her 1:20:01  She’s Still Untangling the Lies For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel at https://softwhiteunderbelly.com. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. Here's how to purchase the Soft White Underbelly books and merch: https://softwhiteunderbelly.org. #swu #softwhiteunderbelly #documentary #marklaita #grooming #childhoodtrauma #adversechildhoodexperiences #fatherdaughter #healingjourney