Soft White Underbelly update interview and portrait of Charlie, a fentanyl addict in Los Angeles. For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel at https://softwhiteunderbelly.com. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. 0:01 Intro 0:38 Struggling To Express Emotions 1:14 Reaching Out For Help 1:40 Relapse After Sobriety 5:56 Impact On Daughter 7:05 Rescue By A Friend 8:00 Back To Work And Drinking 13:22 Detoxing and Leaving Hospital 16:17 Using Fentanyl Again 20:05 Struggling With Identity 21:02 Family History Of Addiction 23:08 Seeking A Fresh Start 24:22 Ambivalence And Anxiety 25:56 Financial And Legal Troubles 27:00 Self-Perception and Goals 33:01 Liver Issues 34:13 Fear Of Sober Life On The Streets 35:08 Embarrassment And Guilt 37:06 Past Therapy Experiences 39:11 Deciding To Return To Hospital 40:36 Regret And Missed Opportunities 41:07 Signs Of Hope 41:17 BetterHelp Ad Here's how to purchase the Soft White Underbelly books and merch: https://softwhiteunderbelly.org. #relapse #swu #softwhiteunderbelly #documentary #marklaita #mentalhealth #fentanyl #losangeles