Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Terry “Trailer” Wilson, a veteran who lost his son when he returned. 0:00 Family Instability and Homelessness 3:07 Middle School Rebellion 4:14 Street Fights and Violence 6:44 Terry Meeting His Future Wife 7:28 Time with His Grandfather 8:59 Early Jobs and Survival 10:29 Young Parenthood and Buying a House 11:12 Turning Point: Joining the Military 13:02 First Deployments and Inspiration to Join Special Forces 16:05 First Combat Deployment in Afghanistan 17:47 The Reality of Combat 19:49 Losing a Teammate 21:20 Respecting the Weight of War Stories 24:04 The Toll of 11 Years Deployed 27:08 Leadership and Building Team Culture 29:01 Losing a Son and Grieving 36:05 Walking Away from the Military 36:54 Coping Through Legos 39:02 Therapy and Marriage Counseling 40:14 Deep-Seated Anger and Bitterness 41:32 Struggles with Civilian Life and Patience 43:56 Finding Faith and Purpose 47:05 Healing Through Faith 49:46 Wrestling with the Question of “Why Bad Things Happen” 52:53 Problems with Organized Religion vs. Scripture 56:54 Continuing the Journey of Faith 57:58 The Value of Resilience and Gratitude 59:36 Final Reflections For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel at https://softwhiteunderbelly.com. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. Here's how to purchase the Soft White Underbelly books and merch: https://softwhiteunderbelly.org. #swu #softwhiteunderbelly #documentary #marklaita #veteran #mentalhealth #ptsd #war #death